Ran my whole life in the ground

I guess you can say I'm back!

I know this is really girly considering I am not a girly girl. :P
I haven't made a set since JANUARY.
I'm on like once or twice a month to check my messages.
 
I have NO free time to make sets anymore.
Its not even like I'm enjoying the time that I'm ALWAYS doing something during the week. I still have sooo much to do.
 
Life has not been fun at all. >,,

If the poor dude ever sees this, he'll PUKE.
I wouldn't blame him for doing so.
You'll be seeing these items again.
*sigh* what have i got myself into...

*sigh* no use in saying anything..i love how i get NO set comments anymore..

Okay, that song is SOOO old is was popular back in the late 90s, i think. or early 2000s. it was one of those songs that you sang along to or got stuck in your head but you didnt know who it was by or the name of it.
Its by The Corrs. They're one of the bands i like the most. :)
 
ANYWAYS...this set.
I remember how 2 years ago girls were CRAZY over The Jb calling themselves Mrs. Jonas. Now all the girls are CRAZY over JB.
Justin Bieber.
It think its CRAZY how he became so famous in such a short amount of time.
 
Well, the obviously reason for the quote on this set is that girls are obsessing over Justin Bieber just because he is young and adorable. I like his song One time and I like One Less Lonely Girl but im not going to go as far as too call myself "Mrs. Deborah Bieber". hahaha that sounds SOOOOO STUPID. Deborah Bieber.
blecchhh.
 
but yea, i do like Justin Bieber a little bit but im not stalker psycho fan obsessed. Because thats, creepy.
**But i do love ChristerfaDreww and Shaaanee Dawson! haha their personalities and talent are amazing. and they are inspiring.**
 
It makes me ABSOLUTELY SICK how Justin is getting disgusting hate all because girls talk about him consistently (and then media shoves him in our face even MORE) so he gets an unbelievable amount of attention to the point that other people (mainly older girls and ALOT OF GUYS) TRASH HIM and bash him CONSTANTLY.
that just makes me sick...like what this girl said in this video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4hgVBCkfFHo
 
yeah i get that you are tired of hearing about him excessively but theres no need to wish cruel things on him. Hes JUST A SINGER..he did not do anything.
fans and haters, shut up for 5 mins?
 
Comments on this?
Negative? Positive?
Shareee. But pleasseee do NOT feed me the "we can do whatever we want" little girl speech, thanks. thats OBVIOUS.

I havent made a set in FOREVER.
 
oHMG! just look at how original this set looks!
NOT.
 
my computer STILL isnt on. its been 10 friggin months!
itll be on soon=/
 
the last time I made a set was like..a month ago=/
 
Someday, when i get time, ill make more sets.

Deb, you have been hacked.
nahhhhhh, just kidding.
Cari was here.
and...............................
I am deleting all of your sets, reading your PMs, and sending random people hate messages!
awwww, just kidding. I could never do that. you're too awesome.
 
Hello, Polyvore. ians. good day to you. I am expressing my wonderful adoration of a girl named Deb right now.
 
I LOVE YOU DEB!
I LOVE YOU POLYVORE!
THIS IS HOW BORED I AM!
GOODNIGHT!
 
EVERN THOUGH IT'S ONLY 6:24 P.M.!

i had notes all typed up fromal a while ago so I copied and pasted them from yahoo. then I edited them on here. right when I was finished, my effin computer SIGNED ME OUT.(i was at the library)
2nd time that I copied and pasted & edited, published--my bad word made the polybot cry! WTF!!
I was pissed the second time!! that happened to me.
and so i tried AGAIN but before I clicked publish i copied everything.
my non-existent bad word made the stupid bit cry.I'll post my notes in here later.
 
dammit.
 
September2.(12.02am) update:
The Real Me. (pt. 3)
so i was readin some of NSN blogs and on his one blog titled  'The  
Real Me. (pt. 3)' someone commented:
"everyone with a set of t!ts and a v-neck claims to LOVE him"
That made me laugh because its kinda true.
Im soooo tired of these crazy fangirls.They ruin it for those of us teen girls that are actually sane. Its ridiculous how girls claim to be in-love with chris and say that he is their future husband. all for attention.
Not all girls are stupid and sIutty
But I'm just a mere fan who appreciates chris and his music. I may say i love him but i think of him as a normal person. I like chris as a role model and an inspiration.  
 but i dont go as far as to pretend I'm married to him..
when i saw chris in concert 3 weeks ago, i thought 'OMG! i love him!' but then i read his blog and the made me think alot. I got caught up in the moment..
 
I don't blame chris for wanting to hang out with some band members  
instead of obnoxious and immature girls!!
Some chick made a blog about how chris 'ditched' her and her friends just to talk to one of his band members.
Well, if you were him would you want to hang out with a bunch of girls that scream in your face when they see you, make you sign things until your hand does numb, take pics until your eyes hurt and altogether cant handle talking to a normal human being!
Another comment someone posted was:
"Celebrities aren't different then anyone else until all you people  
start treating them different."
I have to agree...
and then some people say he is a fake.
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!! He is a normal person just like the rest of us. He has problems just like we do. he can only do some much...
Im not trying to complain. What can i say im a straightforward girl.
Take it or leave it.
******
What do you think about being vegetarian?
the only people ive seen that are vegetarians are really skinny, pale and they look unhealthy. i recommend not becoming vegetarian unless you know how to get substitutes for meat and you know what you are eating.
I personally couldnt become a vegetarian because of the reason why alot of people cant. Iron defieciency. Besides, my mom doesnt have money to buy meat substitutes for me and only me.
And plus, ive been eating meat for so long and itd be REALLY hard to stop now.
Eating meat isnt the same as doing something unhealthy like, smoking, you know.
in this economy, its tough to do such a thing.

so I just got home on Saturday after being at camp for a week. it was a blast. except that I fell off a horse and I got stung by a white-faced hornet. but more on that later.
 

concerttt
 
OMGG CHRIS WAS AMAZINGGG! I was up pretty close. BLG WAS AMAZINGGG!! I  
waited for like, 2 damn hours in line for the concertt and it started  
raining (again) the last 15 mins I was in line. and by the time I got  
in, my feet hurt and I was sweating SOOO bad. once the line starting  
moving people from the back started running to the front and then  
everyone got shoved ahahahaha. I only stayed at the concert for an  
hour tho. then I went on 2 rides a few times and came back to see BLG!
it was the veronicas, BLG, NSN, the academy is...,and gym class heroes  
playing. I saw all of NSN (my GOD HE'S AMAZINGGGGG!! I didn't realize  
that until I saw him live. before then, I didn't care too much.)
i was reallyclose to the VIP section when I was there but in the end,  
I got shoved all the way up to the front because BLG was giving away  
random crap and everyone wanted it)
 

the highlight of my night (not late afternoon hahaha xD)was when  
martin johnson [lead singer boys like girlss]
 
he was trying to tell everyone to be quiet for 3 seconds and he was like
1........2..........3 and girls screamed I LOVE YOU!
 
and he was like
"i love you too i heard it the first time !!"
then he counted down again and they said it again so he was likeee  
'shut upp shushh !!'
lmao I laughed when he said that!
 
oh and earlier when I was watching NSN, he started singing losing it. I texted my  
friend (who was trying to get a ride to six flags) and I was like 'omg! you didn't tell me he had this in store!'
 
When he said the ''next song is about something important to me that I lost.... its called my virginity'' although i was thought he might say it, i was surprised when he said 'my virginity'. I thought 'OMG! IS HE FOR REAL? WOOOW.'
most people aren't that open in a crowd full of people.
(and i heard later that some girls cried for him. you wouldve thought his whole fam died by the way some girls acted.) but I do feel bad for him.
 
but anyway I was surprised because i don't think I've ever heard a  
song that personal, you know? that's how I react when people tell me  
personal things.  >.<
of course there's rap&all but..Losing It is based on a real  
experience, his true feelings. not some one-nighter/weeker thing. haha
 
but IT'S SOOO SAD! I can't believe that girl treated him like that!  
WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER? and she hurt Chris so bad!! look up the song
<3333 Deborah
 
type 'NSN' if u read all this
 
i think the reason my sentences look weird is because I copied and pasted it from my email .

(those are just some pics of my cuties. cris aka nevershoutnever! was lucky enuff to get on my list. im very pickyx] newboyz are new to my list. ever since i saw their music vid 'youre a jerk' like a week ago.=]
that was the first time i ever seen guys in skinny jeans dance. most guys that wear them are skaters and i doubt any skaters can dance. unless their bl--. wait. i dont want to offend anyone. anyhow. yea ik that was stereotyping...)
 
OKAYY. so this 'rant' is about me. ive seen how many people disagree with my rant sets. some people are like 'its not necessary. youre just trying to start fights blah blah blah'
IM NOT.
i simply make rants because i feel the need to vent out my feelings. i dont see anything wrong with it. but WAAAAAAAAAAY too many of you guys take it personally. polyvore is like my escape to a different world. im not saying that every single one of you are nasty but some of you need to cut me some slack.
 
i apologize for stereotyping and using the word 'preppy' regardless of the fact that i hardly knew what it mean. i meant stereotypical preppy. todays preppy. not 2001's preppy. whatever.
todays world is full of stereotyping. you cant say that youve never done so.
tons of people do it everyday so i dont see why i should be yelled at for doing so.
some people say that polyvore isnt a good place for rants and such. or 'expressing your opinions'. well if i want to say what i feel them i will. and i just said that i apologize.
 
if you dont like the fact that i like to 'express my opinions'. dont bother looking at my sets,
even tho they are worth a damn.
dont even bother giving me a snotty message telling me that i should stop blah blah blah like youre my mother. uh, no. i dont freaking think so.
 
im aware that my sets dont look original. i know. i really need to work on making sets.
 
but what im trying to say is....i do say alot and some of it has offended many people. and i didnt mean for that to happen. maybe if you guys knew me better, than maybe you'd understand.
 
i may say some crazy things. without thinking of the consequences. i sound very hypocritical. without even trying to.
thats the result of me altering what i think.
but now, i will (think more). and i can take the shizz that comes flying back.
(well maybe the set before my last didnt go so well....)
 
THIS IS NOT.
A
PITY.
SET!!!! I HATE THOSE. i DO. NOT.
WANT. OR NEED. PEOPLE TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME.
NO! SO DO NOT SAY SO.
 
dont even think about saying 'then why did you make this set?'
 
i just wanted to clear some things out.
i feel like one too many people have something against me. not good.
 
and yeah you may see some of my comments on different sets. dont just read them and then 2 or 3 off my sets and say 'oh she's a real bitchh!'
uh,no.
message. give me a nice one and ill give you the same. give me a nasty one and ill return the favor.
Respect For Respect =D
 
*************oh. and dont see me a message that says 'cute sets! check out mine!'
or 'join my group!'.
i dont join groups. ever. i can only submit my sets to so many groups.
(thats one thing i really really cant stand!)
i would ask how to screenshot but im not going to bother considering i dont have the time or patience to do all that.
i wish i could clip from myspace. im SO. PISSED that we cant. im not making a blog or importing from some other random site.
i love how the rest of us get punished.
i dont recall anyone importing any 'inappropriate' pics from myspace or photobucket.
 
type 'deb' if you read all this bullshit. lmao xD